Friday, April 24, 2015

Inspired to write

Hello all!  I m not sure if I wrote about my initial chemo, but for anyone reading this I'll give it ago along with suggestions on surviving it.

As my doc said, everyone handles chemo differently, make sure you communicate with your nurses, write down questions to ask.  Will you have someone with you part of the time?

I switched to Gatorade during chemo,  before I was diagnosed I was downing 15+ bottles a day between day and night

 port may have been sore if I laid on my right side, but the needle portion was nothing! I was given a numbing cream but it was more a feeling of pressure or a mosquito bite. Unless the nurse took more then 3 times to get the needle in its proper position, then it started hurting (didn't happen to often)

My first one was directly after they installed the port, so that morning I was a mess and it didn't help that they couldn't get in an Iv without extra assistants trying(happens after three weeks of testing and blood draws etc) so by the time they got me sedated, ported and into the chemo room I was doing just dandy lol. However I did have a reaction to the rituxan(?)and had to come back a full second day. I had the port that time so the needle anxiety wasn't too bad and the benedryl knocked me out for majority of the day. Felt all swishy after from the liquids so I slept it off in the car /at home.I asked if they could not use the benedryl, they said the chances of side effects /adverse reactions would be much greater and they didn't want to risk putting me through that.

Mom  packed puddings and water, dad got me sodas and chips from vending machine, exploring the hospital gave him something to do. Mom knitted while I was asleep and then we'd play cards or read /puzzles the last hour or two when I was awake.  They also had tvs with donated movies available .

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Im back before july, who knew!

Hello all!
 
I told you id be back before summer :) .  Its amazing how quickly time passes.  Since fall, I have left the memory care unit, and I have left the small private practice where I was an art therapist for 6 months.  Starting a new business is difficult though, and I had to make the choice sooner then later.  I am currently in a behavioral health facility as a Residential Counselor! I am like an assistant to the therapists. Us counselors are here for the residents during their stay and help them with skills, cbt homework, keeping up to task with their school homework and keeping safe during treatment.  Parts of it have been a little emotionally difficult for me, but that is why I attend regular supervision with other professionals ( we get together and help give tips to others on getting over the emotional difficulty that some populations may bring to help prevent early burn out)
 
  I am still promoting Mary Kay products ( check out my Facebook page facebook.com/shanson.ibc)   I am meeting with a digital marketing consultant via phone conference to help promote my services as a independent skincare consultant and helping you discover what you love! ( so keep an eye out for my ad this next week on fb, like my page to be available to discounts and skincare / makeup application tips. ) I love the confidence I've gained through this last year of having my business. Ive also gained my "marykay family", who is there when I need support and helps me gain confidence by giving feedback during my product presentations. We give each other tips and tricks on sharing product, and share hotel rooms during conferences!  The girl time is great, we get to dress up, talk about farting and switch back to business all in the same conversation.( if your interested in becoming part of this,, pink bubble world of business women and dancing at conventions, let me know! discounted sign up deal till the end of this month)
 
Back to my previous list of "catchup". warning- long post!
 
Fatigue sucks,especially when it takes over all free time-  as a philosophical question- what's the point of being pain free to live, but being too fatigue to live? as a long term side effect of chemo I have chronic fatigue.  With my new job I am working any and every shift, so my sleeping schedule is gone "poof".  I feel like I sleep all the time, but even during my break between jobs, I still felt too tired to move, to tired to exercise, too tired.
 
I'm trying the excersize thing again! Hopefully it will stick - im trying at least 10 minutes on the indoor bike once a day, walking the dogs if able ( usually half hour with 2 dogs is a good workout), and during commercials using a steperuper thing.  the first three weeks I lost 2.5 lbs!!!!   then I had a busy week of noc shifts, we had some bad snow storms nad I got hit with allergies due to the  change from snow to warmth.  needless to say I regained those 2.5 lbs.  but im back on it again!  its ok to hit bumps in the road, because a bump is just a bump.
 
I'm finally going to be an art therapist!(once I mail in my forms) - i officially finished my post grad supervision hours and face to face client time in January. i have been receiving forms from supervisors and reccomendations from other art therapists, so once i get the final sheet in a sealed envelope ( oopsy for not reading the fine print)  , i will mail them in and become official!  I am also working toward my LPC. i put off the national exam way to long. i am finishing the state statue exam tonight after this blog, hopefully taking the NCE (national counseling exam) next month, and work on finishing my hours between now and next march to become an official licensed professional counselor in the state of wi!  Super excited!!!!  hoping to switch into the experiential department at work to so i can start doing art therapy with the residents.  Until then i am still helping at a local oncology unit twice a month doing art therapy, love helping people use art to help themselves. totally recommend it. ( find me on pinterest ! i have boards for marykay and art therapy )
 
Technology and work frustrations. Joy- going to leave this at that.
 
Still single, the joys of internet dating.- another day.  today some guy messaged me asking if the bush was in or out.  the other day some guy asked if i wanted to be oiled up!  other guys have stood me up and others not responded. Its an interesting world, this internet dating.
 
I think this is good for now, but im definitely going to make a point of posting more often. Ive been working on artist trading cards and visual journaling , so i will share some of those pages!
 
Take care

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Spring reminders

My goodness. I'm not very good at this blogging thing.  So much to say and too scattered to remember to write it down!  Here's a list of things I need to write about:

Fatigue sucks,especially when it takes over all free time

I'm trying the excersize thing again! Hopefully it will stick

I'm finally going to be an art therapist!(once I mail in my forms)

Technology and work frustrations. Joy

Still single, the joys of internet dating.

Enough for now, will return before summer :)